still awake

Its 7.58am I didn't sleep yet, and suprisingly, Im not sleepy at all. I tweet, yawn, eat some sweet and snacks, lie down forawhile, check my facebook, yawn again and I end up sitting infront of the laptop updating something at my blog because I still can't sleep. Such a failure D: Eye bags make me look like a zombie, Im weak and I feel a lil bit groggy right now, shit. Ahh, this is not good, I feel sick. Gonna get some sleep and enough rest, I have to because I'm going out on Wednesday, I don't wanna miss anything, plus I really really wanna meet them, Goshh, I miss them. Okay done talking, I should sleeeeep. Bye, have a nice day! xx

Im exciteeeed

Gonna watch Insidious with my girlfriends this Wednesday! I heard that this movie is so fucking scary, can't wait, it'll be super fun because my bestfriends will be there. I'll upload lots of pictures, I will, thats a muust! I miss my bestfriends badly, so I'll spend one whoole day with them. Imma happy child now, because I'm so excited to meet them. Okay its 4.56am now, I'm still awake and I'm not sleepy at all. I think I should should knock my head till I die -.- Ok, thats it, I'll just tweet till I sleep! Good night and sleep tight! xx

I'll pray for your happiness

So this is what I've waited for months and at last! She uploaded this picture as her default and I was like 'aww sweet gila diorang ni' haha. Thats farouk, and of course on the right side is my bestfriend for life, aina najwa. I update something about them because I promised to aina najwa before this. Promise is still a promise aite? Well, I barely know him, I didn't even meet farouk before, but from what aina told me, he's a nice guy and I'm sure he can make aina happy, no doubt. If she's happy, then I'm happy too. Gonna meet them this wednesday and I'm so excited, Im sure they look sweet together. Aww man, Still can't believe that my besfriend is soo in love, but the best part is, she never forget bout us, bestfriends forever right aina :')

She'll be my patrick forever and ever

I'll pray for your happiness, and I love you so much buddy, always will :')

je m'ennuie à mourir

Amnaaah, she slept at my house for two days, she just went out with her friend and she'll be back later but I missed her already! Gosh! I don't know what to do, Im so booooooored right now, I'll go to Taman Jaya with my awesome pwenn Amy later, we wanna joog but yah the clock is ticking so slow. Why am I so lifeless during d school holidays plus my mom is not around. Imma bored and lifeless kid now, forevel will be like this, okay not forever, but two weeks, disaster! Great, holiday just started and I need to wait for two more weeks D: When my mom and my friends are not here with me, I hate holidays, I hateee it! My mom is not suppose to be busy during the school holidaaaays, for god sake, She's torturing me just by leaving me home alone, okay not alone actually. I'm with my bro, my grandma and kak yanti but I can't go anywhere with all of em, my bro is busy, my grandma won't go out and kak yanti, of course she's busy with the house chores. Okay I can't stop blabbering, Im just bored, this is hell -.- Okay, Byee! xx

1 month 12 days and I'm still counting :')

We're together for 1 month 12 days, and I want him to know that I want it to last long. Longer than what we wished for. Honestly, I really thought that it won't even last for a month, I thought that we won't even take it seriously but Im so wrong, I do love him, a lot and I don't wanna lose him, seriously I don't want to. I think he looks cute when he talk about my guy friends, and when he's mad LOL he does :') It means alot to me, at least he showed me how much he cares about me. Ya know when people said that they feel safe and happy when they are around their loved ones. That feeling occurs when I'm with him, its ridiculous but yah, its the truth. Honestly, before this, I really really thought that this 'love' feeling won't even exist between me and him because we met on facebook *teenagers*lol. But now I just don't know how to describe it, I love him so much and I just don't know how to show or tell him, I'll just express it on my blog. But I hope he will realize how much I love him. Can't stop saying that because I love him to infinity and beyond! Okay okay I think I should stop. Bye readers! xx

From kid to teen, you're finally 13!

Guess what, its her birthday today! 

Dear Mariah, 

Welcome to the teens baby! You do realize that you're not a kid anymore right, you're a teenager now. Sorry,  I'd like to meet you and wish you happy birthday at school today, but I didn't go so I'll just wish you tomorrow then and I'll give you a huuuug. Maybe I'll buy something for you. We're friends for 5 months, and I really think that you're annoying but kind and you're pretty cool though oh wait, you're cute too. I love you for that, Good luck with your test and other stuffs. You're like a sister to me, I wanted one and God gave me you. All the things that is stressing you out, just forget about it kay. Today should be one of the most awesome and unforgettable day for you. And I want you to know that, I'll be there for you, 24/7. May Allah bless you Mariah Syahirah. I love you 

Wishing you a cheerful birthday, May all your dreams and wishes come true

Looking forward to many more years of fun and friendship, lots of love xx

Its not that bad

Guess what, Science is not that bad actually, I didn't say that its easy, but at least it didn't cause any brain injuries or something LOL. It made me realize that I shouldn't hate any of the subjects because its very important right. Oh wait, I still hate arts okay, seriously, I do. I'm going to Negeri Sembilan this Sunday with my brother, He's having this basketball game there. I'm so sure that I'll be bored on that day , so I decided to follow him and his friend. It'll be boring too actually, watching people playing basketball for the whole day. But at least, its better than doing nothing at home right. Sports day is on 25th April, on Wednesday. Oh crap, I need to charge my phone now. I didn't on it since last night. Thats the only thing that I got in my mind now, oh and i gotta study for my maths test tomorrow. Bye, have a nice day :)

mid term test

I think bahasa melayu and english is easy, I hope I'll get A for both of that subjects. But I suck in history, I don't think I can even get B for that one. screw you history :/ But we had lots of fun while we're sitting for our art exam today, all of us didn't revise anything for arts. Our class teacher don't even mind if we stand just now, we even ask her bout the things that we don't know, and she answer it. She's awesome (Y). The weather is so hot today, ahh can't stand it anymore. Its getting even hotter each day, global warming :3 Can they just shut down all the factories and stop using cars please, *in my dreams*. For god sake people, do you realize that you're making it worste. Theres no point making that earth hour thingy, no changes, at all. The temperature increases, day by day.  You can even cook an egg just by putting it under the sun, no need to boil it anymore *face the fact that its true*. I'm gonna sit for my agama and science test tomorrow, and the best part is, maths test is on wednesday shit. After mid term test, I wanna take a break and chill, just forawhile. I can't take my sweet time to do whatever I want, PMR is coming and if I can't get high grades for this mid term test, means I'm so fucked up. I need more time to catch up all those form 1 and form 2 subjects please God stop the time :/ I need to take a shower now, I'm so smelly. 

Bye, take care, have a nice day 

Happy Mother's Day

I love you mama, Yasmin Abdul Razak

Thanks for everything that you've done for me ma, without you I don't know what will happen to me. You're an angel, thanks for making me what I am today. Without you, I'm nothing. I know that I'm stubborn, I won't listen to your advise and sometimes I hurt your feelings and you're still patient with it. I'm sorry for all the things that I've done. I hope you'll forgive me. I didn't mean to do that to you. I won't dare to say all this things to you, but I hope you know that I love you so much. Thanks for taking care of me since i was a baby untill now. I'll try my best to make you proud. You're the only one mama. No one can replace you because you're not like the other moms, you're so much way better. I can survive living without any dad in my life, because you're not just a mom to me, you're my dad, my friend, my teacher, my encourager , you're everything to me mama. I want you to be with me, always. I'm so glad to have you as my mom. Nobody's equal to you. with you in my life, I'm blessed and again, Happy mother's day 

I'll always love you , forever :')

cutest thing ever

         high five for first kiss 

                 

look at this two kids, they're so freaking adorable! justin bieber tweteed this video and i absolutely know why, watch this video and you'll know it too. Gosh, how i wish my first kiss would be like this. sweet :3

I Love Living Life. I Am Happy.

                         

He's my inspiration, he makes the best out of his life and i'll do the same thing. Thanks aina sazira, she shared this video to me and i looove it. he is definitely an angel sent from above.

IF I FAIL, I TRY AGAIN, AGAIN AND AGAIN

damnnnn

Look At Me Now - Cover by Karmin


Holy shit! she's a beast! God knows how much i love her, she's amazing. she's good in rapping, singing. wow, she's just awesome. look at her face expression :D can't stop myself from watching this video. I'm sooo obsessed with this, like seriously. she's sooo fucking way better than all the original singers. thumbs up karmin (Y)

my 50th time watching it, and i'm serious. watch it and you'll do the same thing :3

history

let me be honest, i hate history :/ i don't know how people manage to memorize all the date, place, everything. history and bahasa melayu test will be held on saturday. i'm not ready yet, should i just shoot myself or something. Its around the corner and i still didn't memorize anything yet. im going dooooown. time to crack my head. wish me luck guys

they made my day

qistina and aina, they never fail on making people smile. they made me laugh till my stomach hurts badly. they're just awesome.

 CAMWHORE SESSION

aina najwa and faiz ainaa, these two athletes are my favourites. they stick together, all the timee haha.

adlina came, and of course its better :)

guys, meet qistina's newborn sister, nur iman aleesya. her fingers are so tiny, her legs, her skin is soo soft. man, i just looove babies. they're the most adorable creature that God created. i want my own lil sister, if i have one, i bet she'll be so cute like aleesya ;)

 oh and that boy is didi, its his birthday today. happy birthday putra anaqi. may Allah bless you :)

lots of love :)