Wednesday 13 July 2011

It made me cry :')

love 2054 miles away



I saw this video at zee's wall and I watch it. She said that she cried right after she watch it, I thought it won't affect anything to me but belive it or not, I cried too. They're so sweet. I never thought that guy like him exist. I do wish that my boyfriend will be like him. No more jerks, I'm tired with all those kind of guys. I hope I'll meet the right one. And I'm sorry for not updating my blog, I've no idea. So PMR is on october and trials is on august, which I have one more month to revise all the past year chapters. I hope, I can pass all of it. I hope my friends will pass their test and staright a's will be in their hands :) InsyaAllah. I'm done with hafazan, folios etc. Alhamdulillah. Now, the only thing I need to do is study. Okay thats all for now. I'll post one more video which is kinda sweet too. It made me cry. Unbelievable? Lol I know right. Ok if you watched that video already, I bet you're crying now. If you're not, means you're heartless. No offense haha. By the way thanks for reading.

Thursday 30 June 2011

June sucks

I didn't update my blog for a very looong time. Theres alot of things that happen though, It doesn't turn out like what i wanted it to be. I can't blame anyone for it, the only thing I can do now is blame myself for trusting people easily. I shouldn't put my hopes to high. Put all the blame on me. One more bad news, kak yanti's going back to Indonesia soon. Can you imagine how bored will I be when she's gone? Everyones not around. Even my mom and my brother. Like what I said, people start to leave, slowly..one by one without me realizing it. But now, I do. Okay, forget about that. I don't wanna cry, nothing can change the past. I just need to move on thats all. PMR is around the corner, same goes to the trials. These shits are stressing me out, I need to get out of it. My friends aren't here, how I wish they live nearby so that I can study in the same school as they are. Can't wait for next year. I just need put everything aside and study. I made it sound so easy right? How I wish it is. Okay, I hope things will be better on July. If it remains the same, I'd rather jump off the cliff seriously. Its not hard for me to pretend that life's awesome, acting is easy. But to feel the happiness, it ain't that easy. I don't feel like answering questions bout me and arsyad again and again and all over again. It reminds me of it and you guys should just gimmie some space. Its over and I don't wanna think about it. He's happy and I can be happy too so that its even.

Monday 30 May 2011

still awake

Its 7.58am I didn't sleep yet, and suprisingly, Im not sleepy at all. I tweet, yawn, eat some sweet and snacks, lie down forawhile, check my facebook, yawn again and I end up sitting infront of the laptop updating something at my blog because I still can't sleep. Such a failure D: Eye bags make me look like a zombie, Im weak and I feel a lil bit groggy right now, shit. Ahh, this is not good, I feel sick. Gonna get some sleep and enough rest, I have to because I'm going out on Wednesday, I don't wanna miss anything, plus I really really wanna meet them, Goshh, I miss them. Okay done talking, I should sleeeeep. Bye, have a nice day! xx

Im exciteeeed


Gonna watch Insidious with my girlfriends this Wednesday! I heard that this movie is so fucking scary, can't wait, it'll be super fun because my bestfriends will be there. I'll upload lots of pictures, I will, thats a muust! I miss my bestfriends badly, so I'll spend one whoole day with them. Imma happy child now, because I'm so excited to meet them. Okay its 4.56am now, I'm still awake and I'm not sleepy at all. I think I should should knock my head till I die -.- Ok, thats it, I'll just tweet till I sleep! Good night and sleep tight! xx

I'll pray for your happiness


So this is what I've waited for months and at last! She uploaded this picture as her default and I was like 'aww sweet gila diorang ni' haha. Thats farouk, and of course on the right side is my bestfriend for life, aina najwa. I update something about them because I promised to aina najwa before this. Promise is still a promise aite? Well, I barely know him, I didn't even meet farouk before, but from what aina told me, he's a nice guy and I'm sure he can make aina happy, no doubt. If she's happy, then I'm happy too. Gonna meet them this wednesday and I'm so excited, Im sure they look sweet together. Aww man, Still can't believe that my besfriend is soo in love, but the best part is, she never forget bout us, bestfriends forever right aina :')

She'll be my patrick forever and ever
I'll pray for your happiness, and I love you so much buddy, always will :')

Sunday 29 May 2011

je m'ennuie à mourir


Amnaaah, she slept at my house for two days, she just went out with her friend and she'll be back later but I missed her already! Gosh! I don't know what to do, Im so booooooored right now, I'll go to Taman Jaya with my awesome pwenn Amy later, we wanna joog but yah the clock is ticking so slow. Why am I so lifeless during d school holidays plus my mom is not around. Imma bored and lifeless kid now, forevel will be like this, okay not forever, but two weeks, disaster! Great, holiday just started and I need to wait for two more weeks D: When my mom and my friends are not here with me, I hate holidays, I hateee it! My mom is not suppose to be busy during the school holidaaaays, for god sake, She's torturing me just by leaving me home alone, okay not alone actually. I'm with my bro, my grandma and kak yanti but I can't go anywhere with all of em, my bro is busy, my grandma won't go out and kak yanti, of course she's busy with the house chores. Okay I can't stop blabbering, Im just bored, this is hell -.- Okay, Byee! xx

Friday 27 May 2011

1 month 12 days and I'm still counting :')

We're together for 1 month 12 days, and I want him to know that I want it to last long. Longer than what we wished for. Honestly, I really thought that it won't even last for a month, I thought that we won't even take it seriously but Im so wrong, I do love him, a lot and I don't wanna lose him, seriously I don't want to. I think he looks cute when he talk about my guy friends, and when he's mad LOL he does :') It means alot to me, at least he showed me how much he cares about me. Ya know when people said that they feel safe and happy when they are around their loved ones. That feeling occurs when I'm with him, its ridiculous but yah, its the truth. Honestly, before this, I really really thought that this 'love' feeling won't even exist between me and him because we met on facebook *teenagers*lol. But now I just don't know how to describe it, I love him so much and I just don't know how to show or tell him, I'll just express it on my blog. But I hope he will realize how much I love him. Can't stop saying that because I love him to infinity and beyond! Okay okay I think I should stop. Bye readers! xx

Wednesday 18 May 2011

From kid to teen, you're finally 13!


Guess what, its her birthday today! 


Dear Mariah, 
Welcome to the teens baby! You do realize that you're not a kid anymore right, you're a teenager now. Sorry,  I'd like to meet you and wish you happy birthday at school today, but I didn't go so I'll just wish you tomorrow then and I'll give you a huuuug. Maybe I'll buy something for you. We're friends for 5 months, and I really think that you're annoying but kind and you're pretty cool though oh wait, you're cute too. I love you for that, Good luck with your test and other stuffs. You're like a sister to me, I wanted one and God gave me you. All the things that is stressing you out, just forget about it kay. Today should be one of the most awesome and unforgettable day for you. And I want you to know that, I'll be there for you, 24/7. May Allah bless you Mariah Syahirah. I love you 

Wishing you a cheerful birthday, May all your dreams and wishes come true
Looking forward to many more years of fun and friendship, lots of love xx

Tuesday 10 May 2011

Its not that bad

Guess what, Science is not that bad actually, I didn't say that its easy, but at least it didn't cause any brain injuries or something LOL. It made me realize that I shouldn't hate any of the subjects because its very important right. Oh wait, I still hate arts okay, seriously, I do. I'm going to Negeri Sembilan this Sunday with my brother, He's having this basketball game there. I'm so sure that I'll be bored on that day , so I decided to follow him and his friend. It'll be boring too actually, watching people playing basketball for the whole day. But at least, its better than doing nothing at home right. Sports day is on 25th April, on Wednesday. Oh crap, I need to charge my phone now. I didn't on it since last night. Thats the only thing that I got in my mind now, oh and i gotta study for my maths test tomorrow. Bye, have a nice day :)

Monday 9 May 2011

mid term test

I think bahasa melayu and english is easy, I hope I'll get A for both of that subjects. But I suck in history, I don't think I can even get B for that one. screw you history :/ But we had lots of fun while we're sitting for our art exam today, all of us didn't revise anything for arts. Our class teacher don't even mind if we stand just now, we even ask her bout the things that we don't know, and she answer it. She's awesome (Y). The weather is so hot today, ahh can't stand it anymore. Its getting even hotter each day, global warming :3 Can they just shut down all the factories and stop using cars please, *in my dreams*. For god sake people, do you realize that you're making it worste. Theres no point making that earth hour thingy, no changes, at all. The temperature increases, day by day.  You can even cook an egg just by putting it under the sun, no need to boil it anymore *face the fact that its true*. I'm gonna sit for my agama and science test tomorrow, and the best part is, maths test is on wednesday shit. After mid term test, I wanna take a break and chill, just forawhile. I can't take my sweet time to do whatever I want, PMR is coming and if I can't get high grades for this mid term test, means I'm so fucked up. I need more time to catch up all those form 1 and form 2 subjects please God stop the time :/ I need to take a shower now, I'm so smelly. 

Bye, take care, have a nice day 

Sunday 8 May 2011

Happy Mother's Day

I love you mama, Yasmin Abdul Razak

Thanks for everything that you've done for me ma, without you I don't know what will happen to me. You're an angel, thanks for making me what I am today. Without you, I'm nothing. I know that I'm stubborn, I won't listen to your advise and sometimes I hurt your feelings and you're still patient with it. I'm sorry for all the things that I've done. I hope you'll forgive me. I didn't mean to do that to you. I won't dare to say all this things to you, but I hope you know that I love you so much. Thanks for taking care of me since i was a baby untill now. I'll try my best to make you proud. You're the only one mama. No one can replace you because you're not like the other moms, you're so much way better. I can survive living without any dad in my life, because you're not just a mom to me, you're my dad, my friend, my teacher, my encourager , you're everything to me mama. I want you to be with me, always. I'm so glad to have you as my mom. Nobody's equal to you. with you in my life, I'm blessed and again, Happy mother's day 

I'll always love you , forever :')

Saturday 7 May 2011

cutest thing ever

         high five for first kiss 

                 

look at this two kids, they're so freaking adorable! justin bieber tweteed this video and i absolutely know why, watch this video and you'll know it too. Gosh, how i wish my first kiss would be like this. sweet :3

Thursday 5 May 2011

I Love Living Life. I Am Happy.

                         

He's my inspiration, he makes the best out of his life and i'll do the same thing. Thanks aina sazira, she shared this video to me and i looove it. he is definitely an angel sent from above.

IF I FAIL, I TRY AGAIN, AGAIN AND AGAIN

damnnnn

Look At Me Now - Cover by Karmin


Holy shit! she's a beast! God knows how much i love her, she's amazing. she's good in rapping, singing. wow, she's just awesome. look at her face expression :D can't stop myself from watching this video. I'm sooo obsessed with this, like seriously. she's sooo fucking way better than all the original singers. thumbs up karmin (Y)

my 50th time watching it, and i'm serious. watch it and you'll do the same thing :3

history



let me be honest, i hate history :/ i don't know how people manage to memorize all the date, place, everything. history and bahasa melayu test will be held on saturday. i'm not ready yet, should i just shoot myself or something. Its around the corner and i still didn't memorize anything yet. im going dooooown. time to crack my head. wish me luck guys


Sunday 1 May 2011

they made my day

qistina and aina, they never fail on making people smile. they made me laugh till my stomach hurts badly. they're just awesome.

 CAMWHORE SESSION



aina najwa and faiz ainaa, these two athletes are my favourites. they stick together, all the timee haha.


adlina came, and of course its better :)


guys, meet qistina's newborn sister, nur iman aleesya. her fingers are so tiny, her legs, her skin is soo soft. man, i just looove babies. they're the most adorable creature that God created. i want my own lil sister, if i have one, i bet she'll be so cute like aleesya ;)


 oh and that boy is didi, its his birthday today. happy birthday putra anaqi. may Allah bless you :)

lots of love :)

Friday 29 April 2011

AINA NAJWA


i miss you ninja
we use to fight and pull each other's hair haha and its fun. i miss her, and without me knowing she's in love, she has a boyfriend and that lucky guy is farouk. im happy to know that she's with him now. and im waiting for their picture, can't wait to see it. i bet they look sweet together. no matter how far we live, or we're in a relationship with anyone, we're still bestfriend, forever and ever. can't forget bout faiz, reen, fitrah, qistina, atiqah and elia. i don't really spend my times with them, but i do love them. its not easy to find someone to trust, im so thankful because i have these kind of friends in my life. sometimes im kinda anooying, but they still treat me as their bestfriend. and they're the only one who can't stop making me smile, non stop without failing. and i'll pray for your happiness aina najwa, love you buddy

Tuesday 26 April 2011

tuesday

there's a spotcheck today, all the prefects came in our class and checked our school bags and even touched our body. molestersss. but they faileeed, they can't even find one phone. my classmates are soo pro in hiding stuffs. and after school ends, i went to mcd and sivic hall to finish up my history folio. kah mun's birthday is coming, can't wait to celebrate her birthday. just wait, there is a suprise for youu kah mun. hope you'll like it.


                                                               lots of looove xx

Monday 25 April 2011

i'm bored to death

i just came back from school, and the only thing that i usually say is i'm bored. what can i do? I don't wanna be boring but that's not always easy. I definitely feel like my blog is going edgy to broad and boring :/
have a nice day xx

Sunday 24 April 2011

forever alone

well i didn't meet my friends today, my brother is not feeling well, my mom is busy, my grandma's feeling a bit groggy and arsyad went out. and i'm alone. best day ever. i still can smile no matter what happen, i still need to cheer up right. 
by the way have a nice day xx

Saturday 23 April 2011

im tired

what a tired day :/ i should sleep now, oh and there's some of the photos that we took just now. 


yukaba febryani


arsyad



good night everyone, sweet dreams xx



Friday 22 April 2011

my obsession



selena came to Malaysia too



she's so lucky, he touched her hand :'(

its kinda late to post something bout justin, but i don't know why. im kinda obsess with justin now :/

waiting waiting


look at my face, my eye bags are too obvious. im waiting for yukaba. we're going to ou today. there's nothing to shout about. so yea, have a nice day guys xx

Monday 18 April 2011

justin bieber


i wanna go to his concert, ahh. if theres anyone who wanna to sell their ticket to me, omg. please sell it. i know, thats impossible. everyone wanna go to his concert right. nah, i'll just watch it on youtube. i watched never say never 3D. kinda bored but he's adorable. purple reminds me of justin bieber. forever and always LOL



and guys look at his girlfriend, selena gomez. obviously he is not gay. its funny because one of my friend confess to me that he is jealous of justin bieber. i bet all of the guys felt the same thing too (Y)


hi

oh God, i miss blogger. its been awhile since i update my blog. I didn't go to school today, well most of my classmates didn't go too. we have one perfect reason, we get this blabla injection yesterday. i don't know what they call it. and yea, it hurts. i'm bored now, my friend is sleeping. we don't know what to do. i just activate my facebook account, well im not suppose to do that. not even 1 week, and i activate it back. lol. i'll deactivate my facebook account back soon.

Saturday 9 April 2011

just ignore


im just afraid of the past, i just hate my life so much till nothing can't make me happy anymore. should i repeat, NOTHING. i'm just being honest. everyone can make me smile, laugh or whatsoever. but still i'll never ever love my life. why should i lie bout this kind of stuff. i know you'll say that im not in a good mood now thats why i post this in my blog. well you're wrong. i hate my life and something just happen today. and i hate it even more than i used to. i kept wondering why this things happen to me. maybe i should be grateful, well i am but i just can't stop myself from hating it. i should focus more on studies because i know that all this stuff will just screw things up right

Thursday 31 March 2011

2nd april

this saturday is my brother's birthday, maybe i'll bake a cake for him. how i wish i can meet zhafri this week, sadly i can't because my family and i are going to celebrate my brother's birthday this saturday. by the way, my brother's gonna be 26, wow he's ooold. may Allah bless you abang. lots of love :)

Monday 28 March 2011

good night

just done with all the homeworks that teacher gave me, gotta sleep now. my mom will kill me if she know that i'm still awake. she can't stop herself from blabbering and i know its for my own good. and i just loooove her for that. nah, nothing much to talk about. so,
GOOD NIGHT, SWEET DREAMS


Sunday 27 March 2011

boredom

im listening to what are words and i can't stop myself from clicking the play button. everyone's busy today and i'll just do the things that i usually do everyday. i miss my friends, boyfriend, cousins, my grandfather and my dad :') i just wish that they're here with me all the time. i love them, all of them live far away from me. especially my grandfather and my dad :') if all of them are here with me now, i'll be the happiest girl in the universe, no doubt. knowing that they're happy is enough. assalamualaikum

Saturday 26 March 2011

7.02 am

good morning, i didn't sleep yet. 


i keep yawning since just now. maybe i should sleep now. oh crap, eye bags -.-
  sweet dreams 

What Are Words

i cried after i watch this video, and the lyrics :'( after what had happened to his wife, he still love her with his whole heart. he's my idol :')




Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see.
Every single promise I'll keep
Cuz' what kind of guy would I be 
If i were to leave when you need me most


What are words
If you really don't mean them 
When you say them
When are words 
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, they never go away
They live on, even when were gone


And i know a angle was sent
Just for me And I know I'm meant
To be where I am
And I'm gonna be 
Standing right beside her tonight
And i'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If really don't mean them 
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, they never go away
They live on
even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go , I'll be there
And i'm gonna be there forever more
Every single promise i'll keep
Cuz' what kind of guy would i be
If i were to leave when you need most

I'm forvever keepin' my angel close

Allah is everything


you told us before that you don't believe in God and mosque is hell. come on, you're wearing hijab. you're trying to embarrase yourself? you shouldn't say that kind of things. Allah created you, Allah created the world, everything. stop comparing yourself with anyone else. all of us hate you because of your attitude. you'll never ever change it? then stay away from us. just because of you, i went to the discipline room which i've never been there before since i was in primary school. maybe you'll say that i'm lame or whatsoever but thats me. i hate going to school now, its your fault bitch. don't you realize that you're just fooling yourself infront of everyone. and i think you'll never stop right. cursing all the teachers behind their back, discipline problems, thats not cool at all. you'll just drag all of us to the discipline room again. just now you told me that your mom cried because of you and you asked me whether you should say sorry or ignore right? you just pissed me of by asking me that shit. she's your mom, of course you should say sorry to her. without her, you're nothing. you're not 5 years old lah, you can think logically. if you don't even wanna believe in God, change your attitude, its your choice but the main thing is you should get the hell out of my life. 

Wednesday 16 March 2011

lazy bum



what a boring day, nothing else to do besides than online-ing. i wish i could meet my friends today. maybe, later.


aloha kakou :)

Tuesday 15 March 2011

bonjour

its 5.01am and im still awake. I should be dreaming now.

ohayou
means good morning in japanese
yoi yume o
means sweet dreams in japanese
gussuri oyasumi
means sleep tight in japanese
anata ga koishii desu, amar zhafri mazlan 
means i miss you in japanese.

look, how bored am i.

watashi wa ima nete kudasai
i should sleep now
sayonara
bye, well everyone knows that 




thanks a lot buddy

maybe its our fault for being so emotional, but we trust you. well maybe i know your attitude more than them but why can't you just show them your true colours. sooner or later, they'll know it right. behind me, what did you tell them? i know everything now. they're my friends too. why are you trying to separate us. without me, you won't even know her. we love you, we care about you, we trust you. thats not enough? how could you do this to us. and especially me, we've known each other for more than eight years. well maybe, we're not bestfriend. its too obvious that we're not. you address me as your bestfriend but you don't even mean it right? thanks alot buddy. we appreciate everything that you've done for us. stop acting like you don't even know whats happening. liar is always a liar. past is past right but why do you need to repeat it all over again. maybe you'll realize that friends are important. we're not a bunch of six year old kid, we can figure out whether you're a true friend or not. talking something bad behind of us, thats not cool. please, be yourself. and again, thanks

Thursday 3 March 2011

All About Him



Cause i'm all about him, him, him, him, him 
and he's all about me, me, me, me, me 
and we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang about nobody-e-e-e

Well, had him shootin for me like a ball team
Eevery guy was a knock out, Don King
But none of 'em had smarts, that's my thing
It's not enough to have balls, spalding, ha

One day at Starbucks, I ran into a guy wearin black chucks
He said "excuse me beautiful"
I said "aww shucks"
And then he asked "Well, aye, wanna grab lunch?"

Never ever met a guy so fly, 
got me hooked like apple pie
I think i'm fallin and i don't know why
But i won't fight these butterflies

Cause i'm all about him, him, him, him, him 
and he's all about me, me, me, me, me 
and we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang about nobody-e-e-e

And i swear what we have is just super cool
The way he's always in my head like a bluetooth
I got a text from him that said, come through
Told me that he wants to kick it, Kung Fu

Don't do nothin much at all
Jus we and his boys, watchin football
He asked for a kiss, so i gave him two
He said "well thank you baby"
I said "your welcome boo"

Never ever met a guy so fly, 
got me hooked like apple pie
I think i'm fallin and i don't know why
But i won't fight these butterflies

Cause i'm all about him, him, him, him, him 
and he's all about me, me, me, me, me 
and we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang about nobody-e-e-e

No i don't need no fancy cars
And i don't need no diamond rings
My baby is all i need and more
Cuz i don't need those extra things

It's not about you (oh-oh-oh-oh) (it's not about you) 
It's not about them (oh-oh-oh-oh) (it's not about them)
It's all about me (oh-oh-oh-oh) (it's all about me)
And it's all about him (oh-oh-oh-oh) (it's all about him)

yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
said it's all about him
yeah

Cause i'm all about him, him, him, him, him 
and he's all about me, me, me, me, me 
and we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang about nobody-e-e-e

(oh-oh-oh-oh) cuz i'm all about him
(oh-oh-oh-oh) cuz i'm all about him
(oh-oh-oh-oh) i'm all about him
(oh-oh-oh-oh) and we don't give a dang, dang, dang
(oh-oh-oh-oh) it's all about you
(oh-oh-oh-oh) it's all about you boy
(oh-oh-oh-oh) it's all about you
(oh-oh-oh-oh)

imma freak

i just came back from school, didn't even eat, shower or blablabla. there's no homework yeay! my mom and my brother went out soo yah im bored now. nothing to do, life's boring. i love to pretend that being alone is fun :/ thats just me, but i looove my life. everyone love their life, of course they do. come oooon life's brief candle right? it won't last forever. everybody knows that, so why can't we put all our problems aside and think bout our future and have fun with it like what i am doing now and there's a lot of things that keep making me smile although i'm sad, my friends and amar zhafri. can't wait to see them though. im just waiting for the right time, maybe during the school holidays. i miss all of you





Tuesday 1 March 2011

webcaming with my brother, mohd faiz





from our face expression, its too obvious that we're bored. i'm the one who forced him to make all these kind of silly faces while we're webcaming. and yaaaaaaaah, its awesome!




Sunday 27 February 2011

zhafri

Amar zhafri mazlan, its the 3rd time. he can make me smile and cry at the same time, he's the only one who knows why hahahaha. we shared all of our problems i mean most of it which is kinda funny and theeen we walk around taman jaya and amcorp mall. We don't know what to do because we didn't plan anything but at least its better than wangsawalk. but yah, he prove to me that i'm wrong. he's not like d other guys. thanks, i had lots of fun, can't stop smiling because of you amar :) thanks again. you do mean a lot to me, i love you so much

happy birthday harith hatta

I know, its kinda late for me to wish but yah, happy 18th birthday. may Allah bless you, i wish good things will happen to you in the future insyaAllah. im suppose to post this at 25th february 2011 but i didn't because im busy with all my school works and i don't feel like updating my blog but now i do. soo yeah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY HARITH HATTA. cheers to the max!



Friday 11 February 2011

I miss you guys

I think back in time, where we had fun. I think of you guys, all day long.

izzati salleh,
I hoped you would never go, but you did.

aina sazira,
Although you're so busy with your life I will never ever forget anything bout you, until the end of time. that's what friends usually do for each other. It's a love that lasts forever.

aina najwa & faiz aina,
Spending my times with both of them is one of the most precious thing that i will never ever forget for the rest of my life.


farah yusof,
its been ages, i do miss you farah. hope that i'll see you around soon okay


I am waiting and hoping and wishing for the time, when we can be together again.
I MISS YOU GUYS, A LOT
I love you, do you love me too? I don't think so, but I do hope :/
Now, I am strong enough to let you go and move on 
And just for the record, you guys still mean everything to me, God knows that


Sunday 6 February 2011

I love him and that's the beginning of everything


     You've made my dreams come true. There is no greater gift to have, than being loved by you. Ever since I was young I never understood anything about the world, and I never understood anything that happened in my life. The only thing that ever made sense to me was you, and how I felt about you. I want you for always, days, years, eternities. i love you


Friday 21 January 2011

Thursday 13 January 2011

life's brief candle

I tend to live in the past because most of my life is there. I miss my primary school , kindergarten so much. I miss my friends too :( can i just have fun while i'm still alive. not even a chance. i can just think about the past , but i can't live in it now. its getting worst, each day. i don't know how to blend in. whats wrong with me? something's not right. i mean everything. nothing's perfect. i spent my entire childhood life wishing that i was older. now i'm older and this shit sucks. i don't know who's my bestfriend anymore. i prefer to be alone

Sunday 9 January 2011

SOFEA HELINA





we do look like a freak but we're bored that time. i love her so much because she's the only one who'll be there for me most of the times. I've never met someone like her, and i know that no one can replace her. she's the beeeeest cuzzy that i'd ever had. 

Thursday 6 January 2011

braces


wow , i'm relieved . it doesn't hurt at all . the procedure took 30 minutes to put on the braces . but 30 minutes later yeah it hurts , A LOT . no more snacks , popcorns , bubblegum , toffee , chocolate and carbonated soft drinks :(

Tuesday 4 January 2011

meet my own ROCK LEE , aina najwa

AINA NAJWA
my bestfriend :) 
she's one of a kind 
thats why everyone loves her :)
THANK YOU FOR BEING THE BEST BUDDY CHAA


whoaa , tak boleh bayangkan jugak . its her new hairstyle , can't wait to see ya bestfriend :)